S. and I were discussing this subject and I would like to counter some of what he said to what I find to be true in my life.
"Think of your death now, don Juan said suddenly. It is really at arm's length. It may tap you any moment, so really you have no time for crappy thoughts and moods. None of us have time for that.... In a world where death is the hunter, my friend, there is not time for regrets or doubts. There is only time for decisions." Journey To Ixtlan Castanedas
We all have a choice how we will live our lives----we have a choice while we are alive, to choose better and better, gooder and gooder. Everyday I wake up I have a choice to be grateful for my life as I find myself in the beauty of her story. Everyday I can choose to observe beauty, be in beauty and be beauty. Everyday I can choose to spend time in the direct presence of PAM (planetary animal mother) and do practices that help me stay present, focused, alert, energetic. Everyday I have a choice in what I eat....everyday I have a choice on how ruthless in self love I am with myself and how well I hold my boundaries...how much time I spend in Her Beauty, observing, adoring, loving, listening...I have a choice of how focused I am... how swayed by the drama and stories of the crazy world around me I let myself be.... everyday I can close the gap of where I imagine I am and how I want to live and be now.... I have a choice to live pretending that I am not as powerful as I am...or choose to live as a warrior in the power of Her presence and the boost of the Earth.
May the Wisdom Goddess help us choose the story we wish to live in and the power and strength to live it!
Gaiantantra practices and exercises coming soon for resetting the Vagus Nerve, resetting the Chakra System, Releasing Trauma, and more.
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